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Welcome to Esperanza the online journal and personal site of Melissa. Here you'll find her thoughts on just about everything, plus news abouther life and other random things.

This is version four of the site entitled Sunflowers, featuring an image of a girl with sunflowers from Boyis.

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Her name is Melissa Kay, or more simply Melissa. A college student studying psycholoy, currrently 21 years old wishing that she had contacts instead of glasses. Spends way too much time on the computer and not enough on studying, medicore student because of it. more?

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Wednesday, July 16, 2003

I don’t know where to bring with my post, I seem unable to put my thoughts on paper actually type out my thoughts. Sorry, I haven’t post in two months it seems that I haven’t gotten anything accomplished during that time.

Melissa @ 8:52 PM
Monday, May 26, 2003

I need to find away to ground myself from the computer. I’m on it practically everyday, and now with my work were I’m suppose to setup appointments with people it’s difficult to set time to call people since after dinner or whenever I go straight to the computer. So, as of this moment I’m exiling myself from the net, as in I’m going to unplug my internet cable and disable the network to my computer. I’m also going to uninstall PHPdev, that‘s a distraction that I didn‘t need, too.

I’ll post as soon as a can, which won’t be for about a month or more. I’m sorry, but gaining work experience is very important to me.

Melissa @ 11:58 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2003

Tomorrow is my first day of three days of training at my job, before I start working. I should be extremely nervous but I’m not just worried that I will do something totally bad, during it.

On Sunday I watched season finale of Charmed (taped) after I watched 10 Year High School Reunion of Beverly Hills 91210, which ended up being just a discussion about the show from several of the cast members. I would have preferred that the show actually be a High School Reunion instead of a discussion of the show.

I’m so confused about the season finale of Charmed, Leo half way through the episode became an Elder because he helped protect the remaining Elders, also by giving the Charmed Ones the powers of the gods to defeat the Titans. Which they did. Now there is a new whitelighter that doesn’t appear to be good, because in the end, I think he kills Leo when he is orbing back to be with the Elders. The part about the finale that I like was that Darryl’s wife was told about witches, whitelighters, etc. by her husband before the picnic, which I think is nice for the women (Paige, Piper, Phoebe).

I watched the last episode of Dawson’s Creek tonight, it was an emotional rollercoaster. I think Jen’s death was fitting since it seemed to play apart in pulling the two couples that needed to be together together. I especially liked that part were Jack told Jen that she was his soulmate, that scene was really touching. Both Dawson and Joey said that soulmates are eternal and that they don’t have to end up together because they’ll always be together, they both kind of side it in away. I think it was fitting for the episode that they didn’t include Audrey in the finale since she had no place in their lives that they had in Capeside.

Now I can hope that I didn’t spoil to much of the season finale of Charmed and the series finale of Dawson’s Creek.

Melissa @ 11:12 PM